I have this horrible pain in my side. They wanted me to go to E&a.
On my way to the E&A
I got my period! My first one since October! :)
When my treatment starts, it will come every month!
Watching Frozen. Trying to cope.
The app today went very well. He made me feel calmer and he said he will help me :)
Seeing a pregnant woman, see newborn babys, hear about babies being born. Yes, that hurts a bit. I love kids. I think they are the cutest ever. But I can’t stop thinking about the fact that I may not ever get pregnant or have a biological child.
They tell you to be careful, to protect yourself, becaus it’s so damn easy to get pregnant. When the hell will they give information about the facts that you could be infertile and what you can do then?
App with a gynecologist tomorrow. Really nervous and anxious.
Me and my bf has been thogheter for a year today! :)
I’m really sad and down again. My depression is back with all the side effects. And all my thoughts on the pcos is back becaus I have an app with a gynecologist on Thursday. I’m scared and anxious. I don’t know what will happen there.
It feels so good to be able to eat what I want when I want. Food doesn’t matter for me anymore. I have no idea what I weigh and that feels awesome! I know that I don’t like my body, but I will give it time. I feel free.
Now when the ED is gone/under total control, it will be so much easier to work with the core behind everything. My anxiety.
When I relapse, I gain followers.
When I’m making progress, I’m losing followers.
Maybe Tumblr isn’t the right place for me? Maybe I should change my blog or delete it? I like my url but maybe it’s not the right one anymore? I have a personal blog, whit a twist of recovery.
I lost a bunch of followers when I said that I’m free from the ED, okay.